BIRTHDAY FUN
July 30, 2009
CRIED BY: COURTNEY
you know how there are those people that don’t like birthdays; they never tell people it’s their birthday, they don’t think its a big deal… well i am not one of those people. i LOVE birthdays, especially mine. i think we should celebrate the fact that we are alive and have survived one more year. that’s why every year, i throw myself a big party.
This year however, i did not throw myself a party. This is slightly ironic because i’ve celebrated every other insignificant birthday, except for the “big milestones.” i had a party on my 15th birthday. but i didn’t do anything on my 16th. i guess getting my license was enough. then every year following i had a party: my 17th, 18th, 19th, and 20th. then again my 21st rolls around, which is a HUGE one and again no party.
this year i had many small celebrations…
first i celebrated with my family in portland.

my first drink! toasting with the woman who made me happen: HANS!
out in seattle!
kareoke.
then when i came home my best friend came from SF to celebrate in LA with me!
loves it..
POST-TRAVEL
July 19, 2009
CRIED BY: COURTNEY
i think im experiencing post-travel depression, or something along those lines.
i have no motivation to do anything… at all.
i dont want to work. i dont want to go to school..
which is bizarre.
i normally love school, i love working, i love working hard, i love the challenge.
now im feeling lazy.
this isnt like me.
on the flip side. next week i will be celebrating my sweet six… twenty-first birthday.
maybe that will pull me out of my funk.
